Friday, May 28, 2004

yes sim wan... one update coming right up! heex... ah yes... last day of the term... loooooong holiday? like real... so much to catch up on (homework, friends etc...) plus extra lessons and don't-know-what-else... it's definitely not a holiday for us students and teachers... seriously, gotta start planning my time properly to make every second count... mon was supposed to have gone with manda and mitly to dern's after school... but i wasn't feeling too well and had to forego the appointment... sorry dears... keep a day free for me during the hols k? =) missed bio practical (a blessing in disguise?)... some of my classmates got hurt in the process.... so perhaps i was 'lucky' not to have attended it? a headache plus a burning forehead amidst using a knife (? or scapel?) would probably have proved fatal for clumsy ol' me... haha... slept through the whole afternoon... caught up one night's worth of sleep! =) tues ahhhh... a memorable day... para and i were anxious all day long... but hey, PARA! YOU DID GREAT IN THE END!!! now we have to look 'forward' to saturday's interview... you can do it! we have to jia you all the way!!! or, in ivan's words, cheah you... haha. don't get the joke? it's an S10A joke at MY expense... went for sectionals for a short while after... gosh. headache came back and i scrambled to take my painkiller... wedn sport' meet... woohooo... phoenix house managed to clinch the top spot overall... but but... house spirit rather lacking... oh well... can't do anything about that can i? had choir rehearsal after that... practised stage entries a couple of times... yeah... thur sorethroat has progressed into a cough... a slow and painful cough... had to endure it all the way during the lunchtime concert... turnout of the concert wasn't too bad... heex. the LT was filled... with a handful of people standing at the back... why? when there were empty rows right in front... *shrugs* yt dear came back too! =) *hugs* darn i missed you. stooopid alvin... my pw group is made up of 'uncles' and 'aunties'... after school, huijun and i went for something inspiring and encouraging... so there ARE quite a number of -us- around the school... =) and that's how a supposedly early day ended late... fri -cough cough- bio lecture econs lecture break bio tutorial breaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak econs tutorial chem pract nothing much today actually... except for the ultra long break... and yiting gracing our econs role play! hehe. and nice manda remembered me and asked how i was... haha... heex. it's these little things that make me love you soooo much! you never fail to reply me when i msg you... so much so that i feel bad when i don't have the time to reply you... and WHAT? you were at dern's again? not fair... i was supposed to have tasted her wonderful culinary creations since... last year? haha... nvm... soon soon... =) miss you all... tried calling mari but she was 'unavailable'... *hmmm* ~ feeling so much in my head... hoping most of course to get through tmr's interview... another thing... passion is one thing... but what if it starts to die? and so i enter a state of confusion... wondering what to do next... should i's and can i's attacking me... i never had the courage to stand up for what i want... what do i want? i seem to regret, then be grateful for the opportunity to be doing what i do... and then finally, when it's all over, look back and think of the outcome had i chosen a different path... why? -hopes- 1) get through tmr if possible and be happy with the results 2) start on 'holiday' homework 3) drink MORE water! 4) get well soon 5) stop procrastinating and check my calendar to fit in cip 6) smile no matter what happens... i'm scared... i'm definitely afraid of what's to come... ~ take a listen to this: come on by ben jelen ||And finally the silence Looking out, looking back across the sky Trying to find a meaning Knowing that I just left it all behind Still I smell a lingering softness Where did she go How did she go I wanna wanna know I wanna know that she'll be coming here to me [CHORUS:] Come on Without you I'll never feel the love inside of me Come on, you know that we belong Come on, come on, come on, come on Thinking back before her I never knew the meaning of alone Still the flag is feeling foreign I live the day to escape into a phone Speaking of a world not real then Where did she go How did she go I wanna wanna know I wanna know that she'll be coming here to me [CHORUS] Cause each of her kisses How my heart misses She's coming She's coming here to me I'm needing Desiring to kiss her now I'm living for her Breathing for her Singing for her fairytale [CHORUS (2x)] Come on..||

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5/28/2004 06:23:00 PM