Sunday, October 24, 2004


the song title i'm feeling now would be down (down down down) by blink 182. =X maybe that's just because that's playing on the radio now... just got home. can tell that my parents are getting more anxious and maybe a bit irritated that i'm coming home late (and later) each time we meet for pw. but it will end soon ok? and as much as pay say that my part is alright, somehow, i just don't feel comfortable. i don't know how to express it in the best way that i want it to... somebody help me =( dry run's in 3 or 4 days time. eeks. * you don't interfere when i need you to interfere. you interfere when i don't need you to interfere. he has his right to smoke, so why can't i have the right to move away from it? i know what i'm doing... i won't go onto the road to move away from the smoke. i'm not that silly. i know you have done a lot, ok, so much, for me, and that you care. but i'd like some autonomy of some sort. and i need you to help me make choices and decisions at times. you made her follow what you wanted, but now you let me choose my own journey. my own life. but i need some guide. i need you. *

|soph`x|
10/24/2004 11:00:00 PM